June 2011
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So today,
I did something that I never expected I would do. It was probably one of the first times that I’ve gone against my parent’s rules and actually did something on my own and I’m not suffering the consequences.
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Day 21-30 (Because I'm Lazy) ^^"
21: How You Hope Your Future Will Be Like I HOPE that it’ll turn out well, except I’m one of the laziest teenagers ever, and it’s so hard for me to concentrate on school work, so it already doesn’t look like it’s going to turn out well. But I just HOPE that I get a semi-decent job and that I’d be able to handle having a stable relationship.
22: Your Academics...
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Day 20: Your Fears
Falling in love with someone who doesn’t love me
Losing someone close to me
Being alone (Have you ever been alone in a crowded room?)
Rejection
Cockroaches and spiders.
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Late 17-19 Day Challenges
17: Something that you’re proud of Honestly, I really don’t know. I guess you can say I’m proud of the fact that I’ve gotten over him, but that’s pretty much it. lol.
18: A problem that you’ve had I’m a really shy person. It’s really hard for me to talk to other people about just every day things, or start simple conversations. It takes me a while...
Back in January,
Him: do you honestly want to know?
Me: mhm.
Him: I have
Me: LOL.
Him: ive had sex with tiffany every night since
Me: awesome.
Him: its not, and Im sorry, but im gonna go k?
Me: do you not love me anymore?
Him: i do but you dont want to be with me and she was just there and yea
Him: its nothing emotional, its just physical
Me: would you not want to be together anymore..
Him: you know I do, but Im not going to put you in the same position again
Me: what do you mean..
Him: I mean I dont want you to feel uncomfortable or forced about being in a relationship youre not ready for
Me: but i love you..
Him: and Im ridiculously in love with you
Him: but you yourself said you arent ready for this kind of commitment
Me: i wasnt the one that hooked up with some chick right after we broke up... :|
Him: Im not going to sit by my computer waiting for you to come back...
Him: and dont hate her, shes actually a good person
Me: Ive been waiting... :|
Him: hate me if you like
Him: but how many time are we going to do this?
“this isnt actually a question… i just read your never told anyone things...”
– Anon. I got this in my ask box & it made my day, I’d post it up, but I smile whenever I read it. Thank you whoever posted this. <3
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Day 16: Something You Always Think "What if" About
Honestly, I always think about getting back together with him. It’s not like I want to, but I just want to know what life would have been like if I was still with him right now. I always wonder if I would have been pregnant right now, or if I would have ran away to go live with him.
I know we’re never getting back together, and I’m perfectly fine with that. But it always makes...
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Day 15: Your Zodiac & if it Fits Your Personality
This is late. But I don’t really pay attention to my zodiac, so I don’t know much about it…
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Things i've never told anyone,
He told me I was his first long-distance relationship.
We broke up before, he sad sex with another girl the day after, and I still took him back.
He was supposed to visit this week & I was supposed to stay with him in his hotel for at least 2 nights.
After this week was supposed to be over, I was going to run away with him back to his home town.
I was going to give my virginity to him.
...
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Day 14: What You Wore Today
‘Peace, Love & AJ Rafael’ V-Neck
Floral Patterned Shorts
Gladiators
Dark Brown over-the-shoulder Purse
I would post a picture, but it might give away who I am. Lol. -_-
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Ugh.
I hate that I take my parents for granted… I have no idea why, but just sometimes I blow up on them for no reason. It’s something I really shouldn’t do… They barely get mad at me, and I know that they do what they do to make me happy, but in the end I always end up taking them for granted. It’s really stupid, I know, I WANT to change my attitude towards them, but...
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Weird...
I’m so used to falling for people so easily, now that you don’t talk to me anymore… It’s like, talking to someone new is incredibly difficult. I’m used to talking to someone for a few days and already being attached. Now it’s like, you don’t even compare to what I had before, so why am I still talking to you?
It sounds confusing… & I sound like...
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Day 13: Your Opinion about Your Body & how...
I honestly HATE my body. I hate almost everything about it. It’s part of the reason I don’t post up any picture of myself on this blog, or connect it to my real tumblr. I’m a very self-conscious person when it comes to my body. I feel like I’m just not pretty enough compared to most of the girls you see here on tumblr.
I don’t have a perfect body. It’s not...
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Day 12: Five Guys Whom You Find Attractive
I’m just going to use tumblr guys… I’m also doing personality wise, not based on their looks.
http://eqohz.tumblr.com/
http://kriswagophillestxpinoy.tumblr.com/
http://williantaitano.tumblr.com/
http://zigggzzz.tumblr.com/
http://thatscheesy.tumblr.com/
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I can honestly say I dislike my exboyfriend,
and I can also honestly say that I don’t have a legitimate reason as to why I dislike, if not hate, him.
Tomorrow is June 21, 2011. Exactly one year ago from tomorrow, was when I started dating my ex-boyfriend. It was probably the happiest day of my life, I had met you so unexpectedly, fell for you so hard, you caught me, and we started our story together. At that time, I didn’t care...
Day 11: Your Family
As much as I whine and complain about my family, I really do care for them. They truly do mean the world to me, and I could never replace them with anyone else. There’s my mom, dad, me & my half-brother. Honestly, I’ve never really been close to all three of them, but there are moments where I can confide to them separately. I talk to my mom more than anyone just because I know...
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I'm happy. :)
The party I went to last night made me realize that there are many more people out there aside from you. I had a good time just being with two of my closest friends, and seeing a lot of old faces. Even though I was one of the shy kids that didn’t get on the dance floor, it was so fun seeing other people dancing, laughing, and having a good time there with me. Also, being able to make new...
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Day 10: Music on Shuffle, and Post First 10 Songs
Without Words - You’re Beautiful OST
Every Breath - Gio
Where Are You - Natalie ft. Justin Roman
Hurt Me Soul - Lupe Fiasco
Never Thought - Phath
You’ll Always Be Mine - Phath
Mama Told Me - August Rigo
Fight That Bad Feeling - TMax
That Girl - David Choi
By Chance (You & I) - JR Aquino
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Day 9: How Important you Think Education is
Personally, I don’t think education IN SCHOOL is that important. If someone decides that they want to become an x-ray technician when they’re older, is history really going to be that important?
I’m not saying that education isn’t important, because it is. But getting good grades in school doesn’t mean you’re smart.
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You know what I hate?
How some people here on tumblr always make long posts about being single, or how they can’t seem to find anyone that suits them. Then in the end, that person will only talk to attractive people who they probably won’t even end up being with. It just frustrates me that they won’t talk to anyone unless their attractive. It’s really sad for the other person if they have a good...
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“Uh, until recently I liked my ex. I probably still do like him of course, but...”
– @thekthrna; Had a good time with her at that party. LOL.
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Anonymous asked: Had he ever asked you to do inappropriate things?
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Anonymous asked: did u tell ur parents about him??
wat was their reactions
wat was their reactions
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Anonymous asked: Whens ur anniv
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Anonymous asked: Do you believe your boyfriend ever truly loved you? If he was 6 years older than you, and you guys never truly met in person before, how do you have faith in that he actually liked you?
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Anonymous asked: don't see myself with current boyfriend in the future. still love him though. be happy now, potentially hurt later? OR leave him now knowing that it's saving pain? let's see what ya got.
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Day 8: What You Ate/Drank Today
Carne Asada fries
Water
Vanilla bean frap
Fruits
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Anonymous asked: how did u and ur exboyfriend meet? would u take him back if he asked?
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I piss myself off so much.
I’m so frustrated. You haven’t even thought about me, or talked to me lately, yet you’re pissing me off. I don’t know what’s wrong with me, but somehow I always find myself thinking about you, I know I shouldn’t. How many times have I said that?
I’ve been thinking a lot… I don’t know what I’m going to do in the 21st, it makes me nervous...
Long Distance Relationships:
Can you handle it or not?
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I don't get it...
I’ve been doing so well & you haven’t been on my mind lately. But all of a sudden, thoughts of you rush into my head like there’s no tomorrow. I don’t know if it’s that I miss you or whatnot, but you keep invading my privacy, not even intentionally.
I don’t like this, it’s really annoying. I’ve been keeping myself occupied too. So why is this...
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Day 7: Five Pet Peeves
Moving your hips too much while walking
Nail biters
That “I’m trying to sound cute” voice
Annoying laughs
Arrogance
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Day 6: Your Views on Mainstream Music
Posting late, sorry! :c
I don’t really listen to mainstream music all that much just because it’s overplayed too much on the radio, and then it just gets boring after hearing it so many times. & usually most of the songs are just about love, breaking up, going to parties, and all of that, I’d rather listen to music that has a deeper meaning.
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Even though it's over,
I still miss hearing your voice on the phone and being able to sleep on the phone with you. I miss being able to open up to you and tell you things that I can’t tell anyone else. I miss the sound of your laugh, and the playful way you made fun of me. I miss waking up to a good morning text, or getting random texts from you in the middle of the night. I miss the times when you called me baby...
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Day 5: Things You Want to Say to an Ex
It’s been almost two months, and you know what happened during those two months? No, of course you don’t, because you never want to listen to anything I have to say.
As of right now, it’s easy living without you, I mean, I found a new addiction to Korean dramas to stop the thought of you from flowing into my head, so I guess that’s good. But that doesn’t mean I still...
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Anonymous asked: I feel like life took a left turn on me :(
Well I feel like im pushing ppl. away, because when they want get to know me.. I guess I can get a little snooby. It's only because I don't like the feeling of getting used and hurt :( _I feel out of place in my own Hometown...i'M FEELING DOWN./ WHAT TO DO?
Well I feel like im pushing ppl. away, because when they want get to know me.. I guess I can get a little snooby. It's only because I don't like the feeling of getting used and hurt :( _I feel out of place in my own Hometown...i'M FEELING DOWN./ WHAT TO DO?
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Anonymous asked: I didn't have a good high school experience, so I love my college and the people there. However, when I come back home, it's always really, really lonely because I don't really get along with people in my hometown. I love my family, but after about a week, things get boring and I get really sad and lonely. It's also really hard to IM anybody back at college because I can't...
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Anonymous asked: Heyyyy, I'm really sad. It seems like nobody wants to follow me on Tumblr. And yeahh. Sighh. What should i do?
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Anonymous asked: Oh darn, your ex was so unappreciative of you. Don't worry, someone great will come your way dearie. ;)
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Anonymous asked: I just feel like crying so hard right now. :( And Sufyan’s at chalet and only he will entertain this nonsense but right now he’s not here. My other friends are always into what’s going in their lives that they sometimes forget i need a listening ear too. I REALLLLLYY hate myself, feeling so weak, undetermined and useless right now. I feel scared and i just cannot seem to face my...
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Day 4: Bullet Your Whole Day
Woke up
Got breakfast
Decided not go to to 2011 Graduation because I woke up too late
Watched episodes 9-16 of Playful Kiss
Ate
Watched the special episodes of Playful Kiss
Ate
Watched Episode 1 of You’re Beautiful
Currently watching Episode 2 of You’re Beautiful
LOL. Not really a productive day… :( Oh well, I enjoy watching Korean dramas now thanks to two of my...
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Once you fall in love,
It is the most difficult thing to get up from. When you’re in love, you don’t see anyone else but that one specific person, they’re consuming your thoughts and the only thing you want to do is be with them. You don’t see anything else going on, you don’t notice their flaws or your own flaws for that matter. Everything is revolved around them.
They give you an amazing...
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Anonymous asked: Wow. I'm not gonna lie, but your ex-boyfriend sounded like a douchebag in those messages he left you. -__-; I'm "f***ing your ex?" Geez. :(
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Day 3: A Book You Love
One of my favorite books would have to be Twilight. Now before you all get mad at me for not being a bigger HP fan, I am IN LOVE with the first book. I thought Edward and Bella were so cute together and the story line was amazing. I don’t really like the other 3 books in the series tho… The first one was my favorite. :)
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Day 2: Something You Feel Strongly About.
Hmm. Since this is an advice blog, I feel strongly about love and relationships. Not just my own relationship, or love relationships, but I think having strong relationships are a key to happiness. You don’t exactly need to have a significant other in your life, but just having people there for you in general is what makes living life so great. <3
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Self-conscious.
So I’ve been feeling self-conscious lately. Actually, I’ve always felt self-conscious, that’s probably why I don’t want to reveal my real tumblr to this one, and why I make most of my heart-felt posts on this blog.
Anyways, I hate looking in the mirror every day and seeing this ugly girl staring back at me. I feel so… gross-looking, that everyone out there in the...
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Anonymous asked: Please don't think of suicide! I know it's easier said than done, but WE Tumblr people NEED YOU. I think a lot of us out there feel unneeded and unloved because of relationships or because of the hardships in life, but in truth, we're all special to someone even if that someone doesn't say so. So here's from me to you: You're special to me. If it weren't for you,...
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Summer Goals:
Start eating breakfast, even if it’s something small.
After resting 30 minutes, go exercise for 30 min to 1 hr.
Not go on the computer as often.
Hang out with friends and family more.
Learn how to play the ukulele.
Get to know you more.
Get YOU off of my mind.
Who has faith in me!?
